Devi Shreedevi......

On August 17 I started feeling feverish and from next day onwards there was high fever and tiredness. I had to just spend time on the bed, could eat just a little food, but kept sipping warm water. After five days I was totally exhausted by the continuous high temperature (there was no other accompanying symptoms) and when I woke up around 4 am, I told the Universe that it has gone beyond my tolerance and I just wanted to leave my body.

A big computer screen appeared in front of me and there were many programs that were regarding my give and take with all people in this life time. I could complete and delete all the programs easily and just before deleting the last program, after which the soul was ready to leave, a small voice came,' Please, can I use this body? I am a congenial soul', and it occupied my body. From next day I had to take some medication for two days. The tiredness continued for several days.

I was not totally normal when we started our trip to Bali on September 5th early morning. On 6th evening I had to miss a local trip and take rest in the room. When I used to touch the center of my palm, I could feel the heat emanating from inside the body.

On 9th evening while I was waiting inside the car, I saw a beautiful cloud formation. It looked like a dragon, with light emanating and projecting upwards from the head. I got the message that my body had been prepared for the crown chakra to receive whatever it was supposed to receive!

On 10th morning I felt normal after all these days. We visited the Devi Shree temple (Pura Beji)and I could connect so much with the energy there.

 As we were standing in front of an almost closed door in front of a deity, we tried to peep in. Just when we were peeping, my daughter and I heard, 'Kaun hai vahan?' ('Who is there' in Hindi). We were really surprised. There were some local teenage boys in the adjacent plot and they were talking in the local language. It was something that they told in Bali language, but it sounded exactly like 'Kaun hai vahan?'

All the time we were at the temple, a Malayalam song I used to sing in my childhood was going on in my head.  I could remember the whole song except two lines! It was ' Devi Shree Devi thedivarunnu njan…', which means,' Devi, Shree Devi, I am coming in search of you'. But instead of the original lines,' I have been calling you, but you never came to me', the line going on in my head was, 'You were near me whenever I called out to you', with similar changes in other lines too. From the temple we went to have lunch and I looked at my watch, which was still showing the Indian time, and I saw 11.11. With 1111, the Universe was sending a signal that an energy gateway has opened for me. The Universe has acknowledged me, and wants me to be aware that help is on the way.

On 11th the heat emanating from the center of my palms stopped, but I could feel inner tremendous heat in the abdomen area. We moved to the Amed beach and were staying in a hotel very close to the beach. On 12th night I had a dream. I was being carried by people and taken in a procession to a local temple. I was installed there and the voice told, 'Now for nine years you have to manage here.'

I got up at 4.45 and went outside the room. Sat on the step just adjacent to the sea and did meditation, Reiki healing and chanted the Gayatri mantra. Now the abdomen area felt normal and I felt sudden surge of heat in the root area for a few seconds and then it became normal.

On 14th we reached Ubud and with great difficulty after searching for 45 minutes we got a place to stay. The owner lady was nice and we had a long conversation. She told that sometime back she was very sick and bedridden. She couldn't walk or talk. Then her father went to the Holy water place and brought Holy water for her. She drank it and became completely alright. She told us that we had to go to that site, take bath and drink the Holy water. On the next morning we started out for the Holy place and saw that there were about 300 steps going down to reach the water fall where we had to take bath.  On the way there were worshiping places. We prayed there and kept going down.

When we reached the area of waterfall (there were two waterfalls nearby, we had to take bath in both of them), there were many local people who had already finished bath and the pujari was doing some ceremony for them. After some time they all went off and we were alone there. As I entered the water, it was cold. Usually I have problem in taking bath in very cold water. Here, in a second I started enjoying standing under the water fall and I could feel it energizing me. And we could climb back all the steps easily. During the period of my high temperature, I felt an oven burning inside me. Now I could feel cool energy filling up my inside.

Now I got to see the whole picture. I was being prepared for this ultimate healing experience. Thank you Universe for planning all this ahead!