Kalima’s instructions

Quite a few months back I got instructions from Kalima to start doing havans on Tuesdays and   Fridays. From then on I burn ghee lamps in the morning and do havan in the evenings. Last Saturday (5^th October 2013) I got instruction to make a garland with red shoe flower petals for her. Can I tie each petal? No, she told two petals have to be tied together to make the garland.

So on Sunday morning I made the garland and put for her. After breakfast I was trimming the plants in the green house and my husband was standing and watching. Suddenly he told, ‘There is a frog behind you. It is showing its tongue to me.’

I turned around and saw a big frog. It started walking towards me. Its big eyes were fixed on me and then it thrust its tongue fully out of the mouth, twice. It was really a sight! We both laughed and went inside the house.

Later it struck me; Kalima’s picture has her tongue thrust out. The frog was conveying the message that Kalima was happy with my garland. Oh, I was so happy!

Vaishnodevi's message

During our visit to Delhi we decided to visit the Mehrauli mandir and ashram in Jaunapur near Mehrauli. We were staying with a cousin in Gudgaon. She told us that on her way to her work place in Delhi she would drop us to the temple. Next day morning we started with her and she dropped us near Jaunapur and went off. We walked around, searching for the temple, asked many people, but nobody could guide us.

We decided to cancel the plan and instead went for a movie, which we enjoyed. At night we told our cousin of our failed attempt to visit the temple. She told that on the next day her driver would come and he might know it. So on the next day again we set out. Her driver knew about the temple and he dropped us very near to the temple.

It is situated amongst huge real estates and is built in a large area. This temple supports a hospital and two schools. It is also the place where Madrasi baba lived and had his own little temple. We came to know that the temple closes at 12 pm. On the previous day we would not have been able to have darshan even if we found the temple, because it was around 12 pm.

There are many idols in the temple and one of them is considered as Vaishnodevi. My husband and I sat there and meditated. The Devi had a message for me during the meditation. She told me to take a vessel that had been used for her puja and gave specific instructions how it should be used to charge drinking water and to be given to people suffering from different problems.

First I felt delicate to ask the pujari to give me a vessel that was used for Devi’s puja. Then I mustered courage and asked him. He gave me a bowl and I brought it home. It is being used for the purpose that she had instructed me and is really helping people.

Rain God’s response

Last week my husband had gone to the market on scooty. Scooty is easy to manoeuvre in the thick of the market and he prefers it for his market trips. I was busy with my house work and getting things done by the maid who had come home at that time.

It started raining a bit later. I just noticed it and commented to my maid, ‘It is suddenly raining so heavily’. Then it struck me, ‘Oh my God, my husband has gone out and he will get drenched’. I started sending Reiki to protect him from the rain. Immediately the pouring rain slowed down and stopped within a few minutes.

When he reached home, I went out to see how dry his clothes were. Wow! He was totally dry. He commented, ‘You know, it was a real miracle today. As I was riding back home, the rain was just following behind me. I managed to reach back home dry.’

Yes, a miracle! Thank you Reiki.

Authentication of my parallel presence

I have a dentist colleague who is equally interested in alternative therapies and spiritual knowledge. She learned Reiki, she and her family members got past life regression therapy and healings from me on several occasions. She visits me often and we have interesting spiritual discussions.

Recently when she came to meet me, she had a very interesting experience to tell. She saw a TV program on a spiritual person. At an young age, he felt drawn to spirituality and went to the Himalayas, where he was trained by a sage for three years. Then he was instructed to go to the plains and spread the teachings.

He had taken many photographs of the place where he stayed in the Himalayas. His guru did not allow his picture to be taken. My dentist colleague tried to visualize his guru’s face during meditation and to her surprise, she saw my face! She was very excited to impart this information to me.

I was also glad to hear this, since it was a confirmation of what Dr. Newton had told me. There can be parallel existence.  

My parallel presence

It was in December 2008 that I went for the past life regression therapists’ course. It was an awesome experience. We got wonderful dedicated teachers in Dr Newton and Dr. Lakshmi. They used to give lectures, then demonstrations. Then it was our turn to do among ourselves whatever was demonstrated to gain the practical experience.

The best part I liked was the morning meditations that Dr. Newton used to conduct for us before starting the class. Soft soothing background music used to be played at a low volume at this time. One day he asked us to go to a past life during the meditation. He made us experience some significant moments of that life time and finally asked to go to the last moment of that life, when the soul left the body.

The past life I saw was the life of a monk. I wore a white dhoti and was meditating in a cave. There was snow outside the cave. Even my body was covered with snow. When Dr. Newton asked me to go to the death moment of that life, I saw that I didn’t die. A little while later, I felt the snow melting on my body, I opened my eyes and went outside the cave. There were my disciples standing outside, they were happy to see me and prostrated.

At that moment, there was disturbance in the music system and the soft music turned to some sort of vibrations for a few minutes. This happened only on that day of our seven day course. After the meditation session I told about my experience to Dr. Newton. He explained to the whole class that when I came out of meditation in that life, there was difference in the energy level and that was what caused the electrical disturbance.

I asked him how is it that my body of that life is still alive. He told it is possible and he named it as ‘physical ascension.’ When people come to me for healing I get guidance as to what medicinal plant or method would help them. Now I understood the source from where I get that guidance!

Jai Kali ma

I perform havan for Kali ma (represents feminine power) on Tuesdays an Fridays at home. A small earthen pot is used for the purpose. I line the bottom of the pot with small pieces of wood from mango tree and put one lit camphor in between the wood pieces. It lights up the woods and then I do the offerings to the fire.

From 14^th to 21^st of June 2013, I was away to a place where internet was not available. On coming back, I did my havan on 23^rd, Tuesday. It took me three camphor pieces to light up the fire. I was confused. Why is the Goddess playing hard to please? Any way, the fire lit up with the three camphor pieces, and after my offerings, there was a huge crackling flame. I was glad with the end result.

On the same night we had a gathering of friends and one of them was telling about the removal of Dhari devi’s idol from her temple in Uttarakhand hours before the cloudburst on 16^th June. A manifestation of Goddess Kali, Dhari Devi is guardian deity of Uttarakhand, and is  revered as the protector of the Char Dhams. 

That explained the problem I had in getting the fire lit for the havan.

My father’s departure

 It was a chance decision to visit Trivandrum during April, 2013. And it so happened that I got to spend seven full days with my father who lived alone, with a lady to look after. Since she took leave for two days, he was entirely my responsibility. We spent all the seven days discussing various spiritual topics. I think I managed to make him realize that we are more than our bodies. We listened to bhajans and had meditation sessions. Little did I realize that it was my last meeting with him.

On May 15^th he was admitted to the hospital for a bad infection on his leg. It was responding to the IV antibiotic treatment. On 19^th morning, I had a telephonic conversation with him. He was having difficulty in breathing, his voice was hoarse and I could hardly decipher what he was saying. While having lunch he choked and had a cardiac arrest. The doctors tried resuscitation and put him on ventilator.

At around 6pm on 19^th, I was sitting on our lawn and when looked up, saw flowers on the sampige tree, which flowered 18 years after planting it (my father’s gift?). I could feel the presence of my mother and sister, who left their bodies in 2008, near my father and felt that his soul left through his throat chakra. He looked peaceful and happy.

On 20^th morning I was one hour into my first lecture for the five days course when I got the phone call from Trivandrum that my father passed away. He was removed from the ventilator and declared dead. I had to finish the course and then rush to Trivandrum. The ceremony was conducted on 26^th. Looking at his bones was difficult for me. During the last visit he was with me in flesh and blood, and now I got to see his bone pieces!

In the evening while I was putting his photograph to its place, I could sense him telling me, ‘I wanted to live for 17 more years (an astrologer had told that he would live that much time) in vain. That body was withering, and I was clinging to it. I am at peace now.’ He blessed me and smiled.