Whispers in the Tunnel

 

A trumpet in my oleander flower

Gifts from past karmas

I feel a deep sense of pride and gratitude that I was born with a spiritual inclination and have been able to lead a disciplined life, continually guided by messages from beyond that have illuminated my path and shaped my actions. Having seen some of my past lives, I know how much of dedication and hard work had gone to reach this stage. Even though these practices keep me grounded and in a state of inner peace and bliss, there are times when my mind is in total turmoil and I doubt whether my advice for others to follow spiritual path is right.

Sacred Passages

On the spiritual path, there are sacred seasons known as the dark nights of the soul, periods when the light seems distant, and the inner world feels shadowed and uncertain, and my soul writhes in agony. During these times, I feel disconnected, lost, or even abandoned by the very forces I once trusted. I start doubting whether I‘ll ever see light at the end of the tunnel that I am passing thorough.

Celestial Signs

That is when I ask for signals from the Universe so that I can imbibe courage to hang on. And I did exactly that during my recent experience. And look at what all sacred signals I got.

A leaf coming from the sponge gourd in our garden

A sapling peeping out from the marigold

Anchored Again in Grace

I realized these experiences are not signs of failure, but sacred thresholds of transformation. In these moments, it may seem as though Grace has withdrawn—but in truth, God is closer than ever, working quietly in the depths. It is in this profound emptiness that the soul is silently shedding old patterns and illusions. The darkness invites introspection, surrender, and deep trust in the unseen. Like the moon hidden behind clouds, the light has not disappeared—it is merely preparing to shine anew with greater clarity. These nights are necessary, for they carve space within for divine grace to enter. When dawn finally breaks, it brings with it a deeper wisdom, a softer heart, and a stronger spirit. The heart knows it has been held all along. The silence breaks, the light returns, and the soul sings again—not with the voice of self, but with the quiet power of divine union.

Healing and Energy Alignment: Can Physical Ailments Block Spiritual Progress?

Recently, one of my Reiki students reached out with a heartfelt question that many energy healers and seekers may wonder about at some point in their journey:

 “I was recently diagnosed with Cervical Radiculopathy—my C4 to C6 discs are affected, causing a bulge and nerve compression on the right side. Since I love energy work and healing, I wanted to understand: If my spine is misaligned, will it affect my ability to absorb universal energy and activate my chakras? And if I engage in mantra sadhana, will it still be absorbed by my body and chakras?”

This thoughtful query touches on an important intersection between the physical and energetic bodies. Here’s my response, shared with love and experience, for others who may be navigating similar concerns.

The Physical Body as the Final Manifestation

It's important to understand that physical ailments are often the final expression of imbalances that begin in the subtle bodies—the mental and emotional fields. Long before discomfort appears in the body, disturbances in energy and vibration are already at play. That’s why regular Reiki practice can be so powerful—it works at the root level, helping to recalibrate the subtle bodies, which in turn can support the healing of the physical form.

Faith is the Ultimate Catalyst

Any healing modality—whether Reiki, mantra sadhana, or yoga—derives its power from the intention and belief behind it. When practices are approached with complete, unwavering faith—not 99%, but 100%—they can unlock profound transformation. A lack of full faith may point to unresolved karmic patterns, which can create blocks to healing. But remember, even acknowledging these patterns is part of the healing journey.

Mantras and Astrological Insight

Mantras are potent tools for healing and realignment. Each mantra carries its own vibrational signature, which can resonate with specific chakras or ailments. For deeper guidance, an astrological consultation can help determine which mantras may be most aligned with your personal energetic blueprint, enhancing their effectiveness.

The Body’s Remarkable Capacity to Heal

Over the years, I have witnessed remarkable cases of healing—some even beyond what medical science had anticipated. Individuals given months to live have gone on to thrive for years without incapacitating allopathy interventions, with the support of spiritual practices, energy healing, and unwavering faith. Miracles do happen, especially when the body, mind, and spirit are in alignment.

The Role of Yogasanas

Certain yogasanas, when practiced under the supervision of a qualified teacher, can help address structural issues like spinal misalignment. Yoga, like Reiki, works not just on the body but on the entire energy system, promoting flow, strength, and alignment across all layers of being.

The Individual Path of Healing

Finally, it’s essential to remember: *not every method will work for every person at every time.* Each soul is on a unique path, shaped by karma, choices, and the lessons they are here to learn. What works wonders for one person may not resonate with another—and that's perfectly okay. The journey of healing is deeply personal and often non-linear.

Finally, your ability to connect with universal energy is not determined solely by the condition of your physical body. It is guided by your intention, your inner alignment, and the depth of your faith. Even with physical limitations, the spirit remains limitless. Continue your healing journey with openness, curiosity, and trust—and know that the universe always meets us exactly where we are.

 

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Food as Energy, Eating as Worship: A Deeper Understanding

It is widely known that food provides nutrition to the body and supplies energy. However, what often goes unnoticed is the profound impact food has on our thought patterns. This becomes evident when people mindlessly consume anything and everything at any time of the day. The quality of our thoughts can either uplift us to a state of calm and bliss or pull us down into negativity and depression.

The Influence of Thoughts While Cooking

The thoughts and emotions of the person preparing food are transferred to those who consume it. This is why there is a noticeable difference in how we feel after eating a meal lovingly prepared by a mother or spouse compared to one made by a hired cook or maid. The energy infused in food during its preparation plays a crucial role in our mental and emotional well-being.

How You Eat Matters

Another often-overlooked aspect of eating is whether we use our hands or cutlery. Our body is composed of the five elements (Panch Bhutas – earth, water, fire, air, and ether), and maintaining their balance is essential for overall health. Each of our fingers represents one of these elements. When we mix food with our fingers and bring it to our mouth with our hands, it helps harmonize these elements within our body, promoting balance and well-being.

Why Not Use a Spoon?

A spoon or fork does not facilitate this elemental balance. Additionally, most cutlery is made of steel (though silver may have a different effect). In spiritual practices, steel is associated with Saturn and is never used in rituals or pujas. If steel is avoided in sacred worship, should we be using it for what can be considered the "sacred worship of the stomach" (पेट पूजा)?

A Deeper Understanding

I have always believed there is a deeper reason behind eating with our hands, and I have been searching for a meaningful way to convey this to others. Yesterday, an idea struck me—to test the energy of food in both scenarios. Watch this video to see the difference for yourself.